Life after graduation
Ahhh.. I can breathe now. No more books, no more finals, kein mehr Vorlesung, usw.
Danke, danke, danke. Ich kann weiter leben.
So, what happens now? I am still working at the College, waiting for my contract to come back from the State. Let me tell you how much fun that was- employment paperwork that the State would agree to; making sure all of my duties were present and accounted for on my paperwork; getting the signatures needed. I'm glad that is over.
But what else is new? I have a boyfriend, James, who incidentally is a Metro alum. I've been working out steadily, which hasn't happened since I was a sophomore. Try scheduling early evening workouts when you have German Conversation or early workouts when you have Cheerleading practice- it is no easy task. I can watch television now. I'm hooked on 'Deal or No Deal' and 'Armed and Famous'- nothing that requires too many brainwaves, which is exactly what the doctor ordered.
I thought that with school starting, I would feel some nostalgia for classes. But that hasn't happened (yet). Maybe I would miss learning new subjects, reading new (well, actually used) books and getting to know different classmates. Writing papers, giving speeches and asking questions in class just aren't a part of my life anymore.
And don't even mention the g-word: Graduate School. The thought of not only taking classes right now BUT having to pay that much for classes RIGHT NOW, especially when I have no clue what I want to study is so not appealing to me. At all. I feel like taking a long nap when someone mentions graduate school because all I can think of is staying up late to write thesis' every week and having to read whole books for one day in class. It makes me want to cry a little; not tears of joy but tears of sadness, of regret, of cowardliness, of watching my life go on without me.
But I'm getting off subject. Graduating from college is scary and makes your feelings go up and down like a speeding roller coaster. It is great to be done; you are finally free to sleep in late, spend your money any way you like, take a vacation without having to coordinate class schedules and just relax. You aren't able to relax when school is in session because you are thinking about everything you have to do (tests, papers, presentations, studies, usw.).
It's a great day to be a graduated Roadrunner!!